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| Shut down. Astrild has gone agian.
Mark Today as day of leave.
Left me from many things that hath worried me so.
Burry Astrild... Burry her deep.
What shall blosum from her decomposing flesh?
a new beginning
Locke never serficed. I have grown
farewell
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| Astrild is begining to get how deep shit we are in.
The other half is growing up.
How sweet
And how late.
woke up this morning with a mouth full of blood. turns out i have been biting my hand as i sleep.
I, the other half, need to give some1 more time. but Astrild has to be gone b4 then.
I spent the last two hours walking outside. No one notices when astrild
is in charge and leads me places i dont want to go. The night is only
when she is tame.
And in love.
And isnt that sweet, temting, but horrid at the same time.
'Fore Astrild is for another time.
So much has changed since she was put away.
And Astril doesnt like it
locke calls to me..faint yes...but we hear it
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| stipidity after stupidity.
Alone in night i brought it to myself. Astrild brought me back to the bottel.
How weak have i grown when i can no longer see what i want to.
And with the good times and the bad times she has brought regret.
And how it has changed me.
And astrild keeps telling me I wanted her to come back.
That i left doorways in my shell on purpose, knowing exactly what i was doing.
Then to ask for advice and reget it? Who am I?
And the Power of Astrild has taken over.
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| This night is so warm.
I believe i am going to walk around tonight.
Jump out my window and just walk around the church's grave like i used to.
Before.
It has been a while.
But now i need to go back.
I thought it was over but it was just an intermission.
Everything i have tried to hide, everything i have tried to forget has
come back now. all because of a comment. The other person didnt even
know what she was doing to Astrild. She didnt know that now Astrild has
escaped. And along with her has come the hate that I have tried to
bury.
Astrild is now fighting against me for control. She is tiered of being
forgotten. and haveing all the bad stuff happen to her. And Sogno Perso
is heading to Astrild's side. "Fore I also burried my sogno perso. and
just used it as a name till now.
Bur as of now, i am still safe. For only Astrild has surfaced and escaped. Locke is still cast away.
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| Hello there.
I am waiting for night. For until then i am as lethargic as any. Night is when I burn.
Night is when dreams happen. For I too dream. Or dream often of what will come.
But none of worries. Just of my feelings for what I desire.
So i turn my ring in my hands. watching the clock go 'round. The more it turns the closer I am to you
Summer will be the parrol of my year in school away from you.
And until then, I dream.
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